Brain Overload

I haven't been doing so hot since last week. I've experience the death of three of my baby pets. I was not expecting for them to leave me so soon. This got me quite depressed for a little while but I don't let it overpower my image towards others. Keeping a strong attitude and smiling cures a damaged heart slowly. It's usually not recommend it to keep things like this to yourself. In my case I'm known to have a positive attitude but i'm not going to lie, I did told some of my closest friends about this incident. I talked about it really quick so they could keep on going with their day without feeling bad about me. Is not like I don't miss my little baby pets that much, is just that I can't have deep emotions in public becuase if I do they might think of me as unstable. Another thing on my check list is that I need to be picking my classes by today or tomorrow for next semester. I know that I should've prepare for this since some time ago but I been too overwhelm with school and my personal life to be thinking about my classes. I also need to be aware of what to get done for my workshop for math. Since I did not pass the math placement test this workshop is a must for me because if I don't complete it I will be placed on hold for my next semester classes. The next thing on my list is to be done with my three synopses that are due by tomorrow. In little words this synopses are not so hard to do but they do take so much time of my day. Lastly, I need to get my drawing done for my printmaking class by tomorrow or the next day to not say behind. My thought's on my printmaking class is that this class is insanely hard. If you take this be sure to have some time always in your schedule to be doing a little of it every day. The reason why I think my printmaking class is complicated is because I have four other classes to be thinking about and since I tend to do my best at every piece of art that I create I tend to take all the time that was given to do this projects. At the moment I'm feeling super tired of school. I'm not saying that i don't ever want to come to school again but it would be cool to have a good week off school to do all my personal hobbies to take my mind of reality for a little while. Obviously, I could manage my time wisely and not waist it in watching T.V./YouTube for the entire day. This blog was mainly written for myself instead of you (reader). I guess since I couldn't tell anyone how I been feeling lately this blowing thing was the perfect place to dump all my trash on. Relatable or not I hope that for whoever is reading this to be a better person than me. My mistakes have been my laziness and my procrastinating self just loves to wait until the last minute to start stressing out to finish all my crap up. In all, don't make the same mistakes as me and stay strong for you might not know when destiny might strike you hard. Have a nice day/night.